Sin is what you do when your heart is not satisfied with God. No one sins out of duty. We sin because it holds out some promise of happiness. That promise enslaves us until we believe God is more to be desired than life itself.
to believe that you and you alone are the one who actually knows you, knows your thoughts. No one knows you better than yourself or even at all.
How torturous, how prideful.
The good news, and your only reason for hope:
You will never be alone. Not one second in a million, not one in a trillion. Never.
He never leaves, He never sleeps, He’s never changing, He’s never hateful, He’s never underwhelming, He’s never nothing, He’s never gone.
Who else can offer you that?